"What I am looking for is not out there, it is in me."
~Helen Keller~
Law of attraction are you doing it the right way? How can you make it work to manifest love, health, wealth and happiness in your life? Is positive thinking enough to make you achieve great success in your life by trying to manifest your desire through meditation and visualization.
It's a proven method to Oprah Winfrey , the question is can it work for you?
I've lived the life that I wanted before, back then, it was so simple but I try to make each moment count.True enough, I was happier and I feel blessed by doing community work, helping others while cultivating my personal and spiritual life to its peak. Suddenly the waves of destruction strike with a fatal force ,where everything that I value, cherished and treasure all washed in the drain.Confined in a shell of solitude losing my bearing, hurt , shaken and devastated to the core. I was hiding in the shadow of my previous self. In the process , I realized that my view and perception of things have change. I don't know how it happened bu it did. I'ts overwhelming like wearing an entire different wardrobe ditching my old ways. Now, I come to question myself, am I doing the right thing? Feeling lost and disoriented as doubts and fear slowly eating my defenses . I welcome negative thoughts like a magnet.
Trying to move forward knocking my problems and my mental inhibiting blockages one by one. Like a baby learning her first trot and her first words that comes from her mouth.Everything was new to me and its overwhelmingly devastating , I felt lost and disoriented on how should I carry myself. Am I doing the right thing ? Is it the right thing to do ? I come to question myself over the changes that triggers that painful experiences of my life. I told myself that I must change or my problems will not end. Trying to live in the confinement of my home, in my struggles to keep my family intact. Learning to set boundaries and fighting my way out from this madness , I learned to speak my mind and learn to love myself more.
I want to get out from my solitude , shattering that delusional wall that keeps me locked inside my shell of isolation. I want to break free and gain once again the zest and zeal of life but it's slowly coming . Though, I feel beaten and bitter over the wounds in the past. I was demeaned , publicly shamed , betrayed, oppressed, depressed and deprived of many wonderful things in life. I continue to love and believe that inside a persons heart there's God's sovereign likeness of his goodness and unconditional love.
Helen Keller's wisdom and insights gives me an inspiration to break free from my inhibiting beliefs . Somehow, I'll be able to heal through creative writing and reading . Maybe, my dream to travel to many distant places and a mission to be of help to those in need . Giving a portion of myself to others is my life's purpose to harness and unleash that burning passion to serve and feel that you are needed at this point, it's family first. As a mother it's my dream to ensure my children's future . A dream to make them a good and better person. I know that change must start in me.
" All the world is full of suffering , it is also full of overcoming "
~ Helen Keller~
"Your success and happiness lies in you, resolve to keep happy and your joy and you shall form an invisible host against difficulties"
~ helen keller
" We could never learn to be brave and patient , if there are only joy in the world"
~ helen keller
"Keep your face to the sunshine and you cannot see the shadow"
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